im freaakin out.

okae i dont kno what to say right now. so party this saturday right ? "Rara" litto brothers. alright. i was just a little scared w/ that part. POOL PARTY ? holy shit, im just fcking scared all the way. what if she touches you ? what if she says something about you ? what if she makes a move ? baby, your askin me if im alright, if im okae with it, if your aloud to go. yeah yeah yeah, i say YEAH. but am i really ? i dont want you to miss out on parties of your old friends just because im uncomfertable with it. so i say yeah. but yenno, im hella freakin out right now. like no joke. on the phone, i was NOT okae. but you kno what, im trusting you. like im hella trusting you like never before. if she does anything, i doubt you'll tell me, but please tell me. so i kno you aint hiding things. but man, im freakin out right now. i just hope nothing bad happens. or at least the things i THINK that will happen wont. just behave. please, just behave. im trusting you.