bipolar moment.

do you even kno how hard i fell for you ? your the best thing that ever happened to me. & sometimes you make me wanna kill myselg cus i js dont kno what todo at all. you you caould make me smile and laugh so hard my cheeks hurt. or you make me cry so hard till my eyes burn. sometimes i js wanna say fuck it and run away. but at the same time i js wanna be in your arms. i dont kno sometimes.. but i still believe no matter what that your my first love. we have had more good times than badwe look at the bad times to test our love. and we passed(= baby. its almost a year. we've done so much. but yenno, you always say that you feel like we're drifting apart. are we really ? or you js wanna think that. idk anymore. & when you say "when i talk to you, its like im talking to a friend." when you that.. its like saying you see ME as a friend. wtf am i suppoedd to say to that.. you make me bipolar babe. haha. but i lovve you with all my heart. i wish somehow i could show you. i js dont kno how. i love you babe. you'll never know how i much i do.