Like I don't even kno,

Dude. How could I even be confused over two guys I is met ! Wth !

1) wth dude. You get my #. Then leave. Ugh. I understand that you don't have you phone but like wow. I don't even believe you like me for ONE minute. Everyone is like "_ likes you. Blahblah." but like no cus we don't talk. I shouldn't even carr tho cuz your not worth it since we js met. Buhhhh idk dude.

2) I swear. I don't like you like that. Why don't you understand that ! You lie to me all the time. I KNO those thing he said aren't true . Ugh dude.

I give up on you guys. So QUIT talking to me . Cus obviously you don't care.

dang

I hate how I meet cute guys but then they're not in your area. Lmao. Gosh! No decent guys here.-_-
So like; as I was waiting for meagans eye doctor thing to end. There's this cutie at the mall. And he's hrckkka cute ! And he asked for mynumber. Too bad he's goes to green valley. Errrg. Hopefully cute guys are gonna be in high school. Bleh! But yeah. He's a cutie (;
Kbye !(: <3

i honestly dont care.

if your my friend or not. its js bullshit and drama. everyone is full of crap nowadays. i admit. i am too. but im coo with that shit.

dude. its honestly MY life. its not like i HAVE to tell you everything about my life. everything that goes on every effin minute. really tho? respect that. but you dont get it. it shouldnt even matter about those things. but whatev. idc.

really tho KID. i honestly dont really care if you turn against me either. cus i never really cared in the first place. yeah. i js want you to kno. IT DOESNT EVEN MATTER. dont do a prank, if your js gonna turn around and apoligize, and all those times i came to you with my problems? wth dude. i didnt even want to come to you. you were js there when i was telling someone else. and you butt in. js like that time in 3rd period. i was telling S__. and you come " what happened " the fuck? so i told you. so what. oh fuckin well. your js another person. doesnt matter to me.

like really tho.
but im deciding its a fuckin waste of time. its whatever to me. i got better things to do than sit around here js listening to this shit go on and on and on. so uh yeha.



BYE .

March 12!

Lalala. I'm bored. Today was pretty coo. I love hanging Out with jack and Jameson. It's so fun' they're hecka dumb. Lmao. Jk!(: yeah .

Kbye.

P.S. I miss you.

The Great Mall.

has sooo many hot asian guys. picked up a couple today. hahahaha. but yeuh. so i went shopppang ! it was fun. I love the new shirts I got !

So omg. Today I went to the library, and did my homework. It sucks cos I couldn't find a good boook. Then later at hula. I was reading to Reese, and I was hrcka loud. Then out of nowhere the music stopped and I was still reading outloud. Me and sienna started laughing hrcka much. Yupyup. So I'm hecka sleep.

So gnight(: <3

blahhhh.

omg! School is so boring nowadays huh. Haha. So like me and Jameson, jack, eddie and others are married ! Lmao. I'm so bored. Iono. Blahblah.


Kbye.

Today.

Was better than I thought it'd b. I was a bit sad. But I ended up being okay. After school I walked home with kuya Richmond! Ahahaha. Talked about funny things. But yeeuh. Then hung out with meagen and jack. It was hecka fun. Yeeup. So.

I miss you. But iono. I need to let go. Everyone is saying it's mosdef not worth it.You won't change for me so what's the point. Iono. It isn't worth waiting for something that's not gonna happen. So fuck it.

Kbye!




P.s. I love you.

Iono.

I'm so confused. I don't understand you . What happened was my bussiness not yours. It was my mistake. So whatever. Im sorry. I could take it anymore. I was tired of being that girl that didn't exist to you. I was tired of being neglected and ditch. I was tired of not having attention anymore. I was tired of everything. I js couldn't do it anymore. You didn't apprciate how I gave you everything. I tried to give you space. I tried not to get attached. I tried to do what you say. But it seems like you took it for granted. You liked other girls, you did whatever you want. And whenever you felt like it, you came back. Well I'm NOT your puppet. I won't bow down when you say to. I'm not doing it anymore. Absolutely not. I like you still. Maybe even love you. I prolly won't be able to get over you. But I'm sorry. I'm done.

damn.

you have no idea how disgusted i am with you. yoou really make me feel like i made the HUGEST mistake of my life by giving you another chance. im tired of hearing these stories of you and this girl. IM FUCKIN SICK OF IT. i want it all to stop. but your not gonna change. i kno your not gonna. so whats the fuckin point of even telling you how i feel ? its a waste of time anyway. but nah. i gotta. i gotta get it into that fuckin head of yours. you really pissed me off today. like i have no respect for you anymore cus of it. i dont have respect for her either. hun. get outta my life. you ruined the picture. i wish you werent there.