random one.

im hella bored. so i wanna write something. js how i been feeelin the last couple months. lookin at all these couples all around me, feelin their love, seein them together. makes me wonder when im gonna have that again. i miss those night where im on the phone till 6 in the morning or the nights i spend in his arms lookin at the stars. joczielle if you read this, im not doing so good on my promise. its kindof hard to keep it, but ill keep trying. i promise. i like being single, but then again i dont like it. yaaah, yaah, i sound pathetic. i dont need a guy to make me happy. but js cant let go for some weird reason. idk why. when im thinkin i am over it, someone js reminds me. and all the feelings that i thought were gone come rushin back to me at once. ugh. i hate sounding like this, being all depressed and shit. no one ever helps now. barely anyone at least. life for me, is somewhat boring. it needs a change. but how ? i wanna move. i wanna leave. aaaaah, i cant wait for high school. new people. new things. im js lookin for new.