whattabeezydoe

soo many thangs are goin through my head. i feel like i gotta fix this. i aint leavin school with bad terms with anyone. expecially you. c'mon now. we aint even aquaintences no more. idgaf about we over. idgaf bout anythin but like how we dont even talk and you hate me. and i didnt even do shit. wtff. i couldve stopped it. i fuckin tried. but guess not eh.? everyone i love is driftin away. everythin is good one moment. the next is fuckin hell. wth tho. i cant stand this shit. rumors. bitches. you dont even get it. try lookin at my perspective. dont even give a fuck bout how i feel. i guess it doesnt matter huh. fuckin shit tho. gay as fuck. i fuckin hate this. one life is perfect. the other isnt. i got shit goin through my head everyday. wonderin wtf can i do to make it rright. but NOTHING can huh. i guess not. im happy, or i think i am. well i am. im js not happy that im hated by the ones i used to love. nobody likes that. not even you. but i dunno. life isnt perfect. i guess i js gotta live withit.