Wednesday, July 8, 2009

cant wait.(:

till i go to high school ! i wanna find my high school sweetheart. hah, i admit i am kindof fruity. i always be lookin at video's on youtube of these girls gettin with sweet ass guys & shit. & im wondering "hmm, when will mine come around?" ha, i guess i gotta wait huh. whatever, its cool. hopefully itll be worth the wait (=

heres my favorite video so far. hahah. its hellla cute tho. c'mon guys, come up with some good ass plans like this (:

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

confused.

during the fireworks, all i could think of was you. i was wishin you would be there holding me. when i was wathing transformers, all i could think of was you again. your always on my mind. every night & day. thats why i cant have this when your so far away. when i date, i dont wanna have another guy on my mind.

i like you. but your js too fckin far away. i dont wanna be friends w. benifits. the more we do together, the more i get attached. & it js too complicated. i wanna go out & look for other guys. but i cant do that knowing that we're somewhat together. im sorry if i hurt you. but if you didnt get hurt, then good i guess. i wanna be good friends. i never wanna lose contact. whenever you visit, i still wanna kickit. i still wanna talk to you, but none of that "hey baby." or the "other" things we say. i miss you tho. alot. so much, it kindof hurts. it hurt me to tell you that i js wanna be friends, & i cant do this anymore. im sorry.

i miss you tho. alot. Come back Simon Fruithof. so then things wouldnt be so difficult.

Monday, July 6, 2009

Awwh (:

Aj & His friend. aj's playing the guitar. he dedicated this video to me (:

Thee Fouurth.

well lets see, Fourth of July was pretty coo. couldve been bettter but whatever.
i woke up, then got ready. got picked up by Monique, then went to Meagan's cousin's house. kickit there for HELLLA long. then FINALLY went to the marina. hellla people there tho! then met up w. Gio & Elwin. prettty coo i guess. then left. Meagan came over, & we stayed up pretty late. hellla tiring. then woke up in the mornin like at 11 ? went grocery shoppin. then came home, cleaned my upstairs. earned money from mommy! then went shopppang (: YAY ! i finally got my new sleeeepers . then went to go see Transformers . hellla bomb ass movie . haha .then she left, & then late night convo w. Aj again! hellla funn. hes a chill ass guy.

soo, today i was supposed to hang out w. Elwin & Gio. but naah, they flaked ONCE AGAIN. whatevs thoo. i aint trippin.

so im kinda confused. this nigga moved right ? but like, do i let go ? or do i hold on. iono. i dont wanna waste my summer holdin onto someone whos not even here. i miss that nigga tho. but i dont wanna be mean 7 be like "i dont like you anymore" thats hella mean. i care about him tho. ehh, so confused.


im so excited for highschool. well, kindof. im tired of summer. i barely do anything that fun tho! well, i go out alot. but not helllla. eh, i need more plans. lets make some tho! blahh.


im currently watchin Cinderella Story. Hilary Duff was soo much prettier when she was innocent. huh ? i think so. YO ! MEGAN FOX IS HOT. i must say. haha.


8====D (.Y.)

im bored.
kbye.

Friday, July 3, 2009

Summma !

well, lets see. im currently w. FongFong. we're watching Another Cinderella Story.
lets see, not much has been happening. lost a few friendsships. gained a few. got darker. hung out w. different people. stopping bad habts, but getting back onto it. ehh.

hmm. went camping the other week w. Meagan & her familia. hellla much fun. too bad i cant talk about it. ahahaha i promised. (:

thenn, hung out w. neighbors aloot. OH ! hung out w. Simon (: i miss that nigga. cant believe he moved tho. but i hope he visits me often. i needa hang out w. my two favorite guys. Nicholas Baltodano & Aaron Reyes (: haha. i wanna see Trnasformers. i havent seen it yet. have youu ? i wanna see Harry Potter too! take me there (;
im excited for tomorro. i hope i see HIM. then later that night fireworks! w. Meagan & Kalea i thiiink . it should be fun. haha.


im soo hyped for highschool ! but scared at the same time.
did i mentioned i LOVE band. haha. its like my LIFE. haha. i also love hula.

im so excited for the recital in Sept. i needa get my shit together thoo. maang. i hate being behind, thats why Gabby will help me (:


this summer has been okae recently.i wish i had more things to do tho. everybodys always busy or something. im always texting nowadays. haha.

---SHOTOUTS---

hmm. btw, im sorry we're not friends anymore. we had good times. i js cant believe you would do that to mee. its still so wrong. i dont kno if i accept your apology.


NIGGA. i cant believe you moved. i miss your bitch ass. dont forget me.


your my first guy best friend. where'd you go ? i miss you..

FYSL ! haha i love you. nigga, your the coolest dude i ever met. no joke.


my A & F. hahah. i love you guys. nuff' said.


twin. kid, lets kickit. leave all your others, & come to me!

yeah. done ? i guesss.



K BYE (: :D

Thursday, June 18, 2009

lalala.

summmer, summer, summer. the weather is finally gettin better (:
i got to swimm today, & tan a bit. i need to get daarker! aghhh, so lets see. for the first week of summer i was w. Meagan almost everyday. & then w. emerald later on too. helllla much funn. then the kickkit w. caahsin henry & jordan & cody was hellla fun too. the sleepover w. emily! then kickkits outside w. themm neighbors (: hella fun thoo. i need more plans. so lets make somee! i hellla wanna get the 3GS yoo (: ima get it. im hungraay . kbye(:

Sunday, May 31, 2009

lateee.

another late night convo w. timmay! he's sleepin on the phone, & I'm helllla bored. this nigga moves to much. -__- but yeah. it's Sunday night. tired but can't sleep.
eh.
k night byeee!(: